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Thoughts + Office Space

Thank God it's already Saturday. I'm here sitting in front of my desk, contemplating about a lot of things. Sometimes it's just damn exhausting to go through a day and not go insane. You have to keep on changing your perspective about things. You always have to rise above. I sometimes ask, "Why should it always be me?" I honestly still don't know the answer but it seems to be the logical thing to do. It's frustrating. Sometimes I wonder if I am the problem. Do I tolerate too much? Do I make it seem like everything's fine and dandy no matter what's said and done? Do I need to draw a line somewhere, somehow? Do I need to change my approach and take on things? And then it goes back to that persistent question, why does it have to be me?

I am a good person. I am a decent person. I go out of my way not to step on other people's toes.

Ugh. I can't wait to come home to my family after all the shit that's happened this week.

It will be a happy weekend.