grub + travels + perspectives


There are some things we get over with and sadly, there are just things we don't.

I felt a certain level of accomplishment when I realized some things. That I am capable of doing and I was actually able to do it. It's been too long going on and finally, we move on. Felt like nothing happened, like suddenly, everything was clear. I had an epiphany yesterday and God, I was so happy about it.

People may not really believe that this has happened but knowing to myself suffices as of the moment.

Then there are things that no matter how hard you try, you can't shake off the feeling. It's as if it's already a part of your being. Automatic, constant, never ending. In the end, you know that you're the only one suffering from this miserable state you always put yourself under, even when there's no reason to.

I just can't help it.

If things will be permanent, I wish nothing but a change of heart, a wiser mind, a stronger heart. It's a long road ahead of me and I don't want to take each step with a big burden. I don't want to sink deeper.

Do you get what I mean?


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