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    Patricia

    Majority of my friends call me Trish, I guess you could call me that too. I'm a transcriptions editor with a really messed up body clock and never ending affinity for films, food and written words. I like street art, sweets, neutrals and monochromes, sushi, window seats, golf carts and lazy weekends.

    Some of the things that completely preoccupy me are my fixation with the now defunct The Civil Wars and their beautiful art of sadness, Oh Sehun, sleeping, CSS and HTML, @iameden, and those damn hypnotizing Tasty videos. Top country in my travel bucketlist? Iceland. But the one that will always have my heart? Hong Kong.

    Ice cream and cigarettes

    For a few days now, I have been feeling nothing but ecstatic. I really don't know if I have gone crazy over the weekend because I know for a fact that whatever it is I'm feeling right now is not normal. Everything is way too magnified right now.

    I had a long night sleep yesterday. Last week, I dreaded that moment before you go to sleep because it's like this little window of time when you get to think about a lot of things, and last week, I hated thinking about those things. Decent slumber has eluded me for a while and it surprised me that I was finally able to succumb to deep sleep yesterday. After catching a few shows on TV, my mind finally let every thought in my head go and I dozed off.

    I am extra bubbly/ bouncy/ cheerful/ sunny lately. And let me tell you, I'm not normally like that and I've never heard anyone describe me using those words. I am no grumpy cat but I was always the quiet one.

    I always feel excited to the point that I break into a sweat. I am unconsciously fidgety and I fiddle everything I get my hands on. I mean, who does that? You know that anxious feeling you get when you're nervous about something? I am in that state all the time. It's like I'm anticipating something. And I can't think of any reason why I should even be excited.

    I have the oddest craving for ice cream while having cigarettes. And lighting one while eating ice cream. And I don't have the slightest clue why.

    For a few days now, I have been feeling nothing but ecstatic. I really don't know if I have gone crazy over the weekend because I know for a fact that whatever it is I'm feeling right now is not normal. Everything is way too magnified right now.

    I had a long night sleep yesterday. Last week, I dreaded that moment before you go to sleep because it's like this little window of time when you get to think about a lot of things, and last week, I hated thinking about those things. Decent slumber has eluded me for a while and it surprised me that I was finally able to succumb to deep sleep yesterday. After catching a few shows on TV, my mind finally let every thought in my head go and I dozed off.

    I am extra bubbly/ bouncy/ cheerful/ sunny lately. And let me tell you, I'm not normally like that and I've never heard anyone describe me using those words. I am no grumpy cat but I was always the quiet one.

    I always feel excited to the point that I break into a sweat. I am unconsciously fidgety and I fiddle everything I get my hands on. I mean, who does that? You know that anxious feeling you get when you're nervous about something? I am in that state all the time. It's like I'm anticipating something. And I can't think of any reason why I should even be excited.

    I have the oddest craving for ice cream while having cigarettes. And lighting one while eating ice cream. And I don't have the slightest clue why.

    . Thursday, October 03, 2013 .

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