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    Patricia

    Majority of my friends call me Trish, I guess you could call me that too. I'm a transcriptions editor with a really messed up body clock and never ending affinity for films, food and written words. I like street art, sweets, neutrals and monochromes, sushi, window seats, golf carts and lazy weekends.

    Some of the things that completely preoccupy me are my fixation with the now defunct The Civil Wars and their beautiful art of sadness, Oh Sehun, sleeping, CSS and HTML, @iameden, and those damn hypnotizing Tasty videos. Top country in my travel bucketlist? Iceland. But the one that will always have my heart? Hong Kong.

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    There are some things we get over with and sadly, there are just things we don't.

    I felt a certain level of accomplishment when I realized some things. That I am capable of doing and I was actually able to do it. It's been too long going on and finally, we move on. Felt like nothing happened, like suddenly, everything was clear. I had an epiphany yesterday and God, I was so happy about it.

    People may not really believe that this has happened but knowing to myself suffices as of the moment.

    Then there are things that no matter how hard you try, you can't shake off the feeling. It's as if it's already a part of your being. Automatic, constant, never ending. In the end, you know that you're the only one suffering from this miserable state you always put yourself under, even when there's no reason to.

    I just can't help it.

    If things will be permanent, I wish nothing but a change of heart, a wiser mind, a stronger heart. It's a long road ahead of me and I don't want to take each step with a big burden. I don't want to sink deeper.

    Do you get what I mean?

    There are some things we get over with and sadly, there are just things we don't.

    I felt a certain level of accomplishment when I realized some things. That I am capable of doing and I was actually able to do it. It's been too long going on and finally, we move on. Felt like nothing happened, like suddenly, everything was clear. I had an epiphany yesterday and God, I was so happy about it.

    People may not really believe that this has happened but knowing to myself suffices as of the moment.

    Then there are things that no matter how hard you try, you can't shake off the feeling. It's as if it's already a part of your being. Automatic, constant, never ending. In the end, you know that you're the only one suffering from this miserable state you always put yourself under, even when there's no reason to.

    I just can't help it.

    If things will be permanent, I wish nothing but a change of heart, a wiser mind, a stronger heart. It's a long road ahead of me and I don't want to take each step with a big burden. I don't want to sink deeper.

    Do you get what I mean?

    . Tuesday, January 10, 2012 .

    4 comments

    1. I fully understand and I share the feeling. :)

      And I totally agree.

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    2. Yup and you know why.. hahaha ^_^
      Like a scar that can never be healed.

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